The Cure Exists—But You Put It Behind a Paywall
We’re not losing them to disease. We’re losing them to greed.
You Made Healing a Luxury
The cure exists.
We know it.
You know it.
The science is there.
The treatment works.
The numbers say they could stay.
But they won’t.
Because you priced it beyond reach.
Turned survival into a subscription.
Tied hope to a paycheck
and called it “the market.”
So we sit beside hospital beds
watching our loved ones fade—
while you watch your stocks climb.
We whisper goodbyes
you had the power to prevent.
We bury people
you could’ve saved.
But that’s not your concern, is it?
You run ads with smiling faces,
while families go bankrupt
just to buy one more month.
You celebrate progress
while rationing it.
You hoard healing.
Mark it up.
Package it in vials that sit behind glass
until the right insurance code says maybe.
You make us beg.
For compassion.
For access.
For basic fucking mercy.
And then you call it business.
But this isn’t business to us.
This is our fathers, our mothers, our children.
This is our lives,
sold back to us
at a price you know we can’t afford.
And still—
you smile.
You dine.
You cash the dividends bought with their suffering.
The cure exists. And so does your choice. And you made the wrong one.
Still Sitting With It?
Sometimes the ache doesn’t move. It lingers. It asks for more. You don’t have to act yet. You can stay here. Feel deeper. Or follow it into something else that hurts in a different shape.
Stay in This Pain
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Grief That Doesn’t Flinch: Stories That Cut to the Core
You won’t find platitudes here.
These aren’t guides or soft words—they’re raw, unfiltered reflections from the edge of real loss. If you’ve ever felt like no one understands what this actually feels like, these are for you.
Pain that lingers. Regret that echoes. Love that didn’t get its goodbye.
These stories don’t offer healing.
They offer truth.
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Still Here?
The pain didn’t leave—but maybe you’re ready to walk with it instead of running from it.
Healing doesn’t start with answers. It starts with honesty. And you’ve already proven you can feel this deeply.
Now let’s see what living with it could look like.

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Not All Grief Ends in Darkness.
For some, the ache softens. For others, it sharpens what matters.
Whatever path you’re on—these journeys are here to help you make sense of it all, one honest step at a time.
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Discover dedicated spaces that offer understanding, guidance, and connection through grief. From the loss of loved ones to life’s challenging transitions, each category provides a pathway to reflect, connect, and find peace in shared experiences.